心好痛.

你再次的誤會我,為什麼?為什麼你完全不了解我呢.為什麼?

他真的真的令我失望,失望得好傷心的很想對他死心了但我好愛他,我真的好愛他.不管他怎樣的對待我,我也沒對他絕交,我還處處的為他.原諒他.我和他那麼久,他對我的一確他還是完全不了解,也不知我在幹什麼的,他到底有沒有把我放在心裡呢?我付出的一卻好像他更本是沒付出過.我好想,好想他能站在我的立場想想吧.我只希望他能了解我,了解我.

第一次他的所作所為真的令我好難受,的確的把我搞得痛定思痛.也許這是一場誤會但到頭來又來了一場誤會,又是我和他兩人的不了解搞得永遠不能收拾慘劇.而卻又表示我是
個痛改前非的人那是他看錯了.那到他就痛改前非嗎?他所作所為又再度從演,難到我又可不發出我的不滿?第三次的他暗暗的不面對面說,還留言表示我是個偷天換日的人.噢.... 天阿....又一場誤會了,他根本是不了解我,真的他根本不了解我.

我為什麼那麼心痛, 失望,因為我暗戀他,因為我愛他.我真的好愛他.可是他根本不愛我也不了解我,我知道愛情是不能勉強的,所以我不會逼你愛我,但他不能阻止我愛他阿.

多年的朋友

和他那么多年的朋友,但没发觉到他是那么可爱,又能弄人大笑.哈哈哈....我小学和他同过班但也没几次,中学就没同学校了搞得我们来往得很少,在这几年开始又再来往了,刚来往做朋友是真的不同如何开口说话,太久没交往了不同他是怎样的人呢?

后来才发解和他谈起话来是那么开心的,每句话都能让我笑得不停.哈哈哈..想不到他是那么及杂的人也....嘿嘿.另一方和他交朋友真不错,能从他那里也能学到好多东西.和他说话他也不段的能发觉我的语言是那儿错了,顺便改正了.好...想不到我那么早认识他人还不知他的行为哦...

爱是否会太担心对方

爱一个人的时候就是好烦的心情,和他一起了应该是开心的但有是觉很烦的事了.有时他太过关心我,就觉得他好烦什么事情都要管.天天都来参这是因为他是关心我的.而问我这样那样的.

男:你今天有吃吗?/你吃饱了没.
女:吃了.
男:吃什么了,别再吃maggie 面哦.
女:没啦.我吃了很有营养的一餐了.
男: (不信有问)怎样的一餐呢?
女 :吗是饭和菜肴.
男:走我带你去吃东西..
女:还吃,我好包了也.不去了.
男:再吃啊.
女:不了.我说我吃了.为什么你还要批我再吃.
男:我不信你阿...听你朋友说你天天都吃面的.
女:好啦.别听他们说..他们只是要你关心我吗.

爱...是什么?关心...又是什么?到底爱一个人是不是天天都想这他的一举一动呢?特别担心他人呢?

半夜又来电话....
(在睡的女朋友)
女:hello
男:wei ,你睡了吗.
女:给你抄醒了啦.
男:.....................(说个不停,明天想作什么好)
女:................(半睡半听)

love shape money

on one holiday i having trip going to langkawi island ,there are so nice .our agency give our a nice hotel to stay .that 5 star hotel .At very morning will have morning call ,having breakfast then go to enjoy the trip .At second day ,i meet a people at there he kind of the people is no our state people ,he coming with other traval agency ,we just introduce which other but we no close .One day at beach we are together enjoy it and happy together take photo together ,Really happy Don't why i very happy with him .At this two day we alway meet at hotel ,why why alway same time meet him at dobby .

Since so happy but the time is move faster ,there already last day of trip .Again we meet at the dobby again when our trip is check out ,Since we meet ,he just give me a browser/catalog of the langkawi island asking to come again here is good place if havin holiday and say good bye to me.After that i take a plane to go back to my home ,Since at the plane i open the browser to see the place then there are drop two love shape money ...why what meaning of it.Are u love me ?Or u waiting our again can meet at langkawi island .

don't care me

****the post at below is i today manage it and arrange it from my other blog place and copying to here .that is my pevious post writing by me through my opinion of love and the story.now i also started this story now.i will writing this love story at here from today.if i writing is poor languege please forgive me.****


today nothing to do just think about him ,how he now ,are he fine?long periob is no contact with him already.we is busy to our own business so that we few communication now day.Alhough is now no loving and no a couple but still is friend right ,but some time will feel different when we individual communicate ,or asking some thing ,that is more shy and like no same with normally ,until now that also same thing ,what happen to this feeling ,we is separate already but is say nothing that is not true ,the heart is still pam and pam ,the rate of the heart is increase.

i no need he care about me ,but until now he some time is so care ,worry about me ,what happen to him ,i will sad if he no care me but he worry me and care me i still will very care to he and will feedback my love to him .i very need him worry me but i more perfer that he don't care me ,let me sad and hurt by this moment ,just let me sad and please don't continue worry me .
that is i very scare and worry about i will return back to him .i very worry i will return back to him....i very worry i still loving him so much.

我不想失去你

时间过得那么快，他飞了。em.....我为什么在提起这件事呢？

我不想这么对不起他，我不要内疚了，希望他也是这样。。。不是谁的错，大家都不想的。

我没去KLIA 送他，我去了又如何。。。在哪情况会怎样？？哭？？伤心？？抱着不放？？

我想不到我既然那么傻，和朋友在等着天上飞过的飞机。朋友劝我打个电话
或去KLIA 啦。结果打个电话了但不通，原来他也打来所以我们彼此打不进。紧张时刻，终于可通了。。。

我不想离开你

我做出的决定是否是对吗？？？我觉得好自私又没提你想过，从来不站在你的立场想想。想不到我做出的决定是＂离开＂， 其实我不可和你分开的生活，你也不可能为了我而放弃留学的机会。我不想阻碍他的前途，不舍得他也须结束，个自个继续自己的梦想。着段日子的开心，爱护，友 情，爱情他给了我不少，现在成了我脑海里的回忆了。

我好恨他又好爱他。。。。。可是真的恨不下去，因为他的所做所为是为了我的立场想。

３个星期前的事。。。我从他朋友口中得知了一个消息。而那消息是说到了一个我没勇气面对的事出现了，他既然要离开我去国外留学了。他既然瞒着我以决定的日子。
迟早总会轮到那天？？？？？？为什么还要瞒我。他的答案我在心里也知道了，难处多多，难得开口，怕我接受不了。

放手

真爱，你要我如何放手，宁愿犯错，不愿错过，只要他幸福，爱不一定拥有，而是理解.从前不明白放手两字为何意,但现在知道 了,因为有许多东西是你们都无法改变的.爱他真的放手，放过他就会辛福。 我真的想透了当失去了以后才知道原来你真的放不下他宗尚卿你过的还好吗？？？ 我想你了真的，，，我们真的真正的爱过， 但是我不能和你在一起,对不起！！！！

what is love actually

why people will suffer on love .
why love so confuse to us ........
i love u but u no love me,i did no love u then u only love me........
i love u and u love me then also having thirt person coming distur.....
when i love u ,then parent reject ....

when two of them together then many misunderstanding happen to them.then the couple is hurt which other with some minor problem ...which of them feel hurt and reject this love...

my god ,can u tell me why is can happen until like this ,i can't believe this world has true love and i can't have 100% that sure i can lives with some 1 i love forever .i no sure that is true will have the true love at two person togerher.some one is too love the parner but the parner once and once no care ,or given true love to the parner ..is it fair??? to they who give too much love to the parner.....if me i also no sure of this love ,may be will stop at here ,whatever me is married or in relationship...

why got people can lives togerher until old age of the age and without love?? is they too love the parner???And this some people is can't .why....... why .....why.

i can write too much of this is because i scare i will fed up of this problem .why me relationship is alway will happenning mistaken ,misunderstand ,hurt which other for minor problem???i don't think so love is so difficult to us for become couple.if some more happen to me i think i will stop this relationship ......'fed up' with this misunderstanding.

Is i doing correct ??? for me is good for us,more fast solve this problem better ....if no we maybe, no will be friend because of problem we having.

死心

我爱的是你.你到底爱我吗?为什么你一次又一次的领到我那么失望,那么失望的.我付出那么多的爱你既然不珍惜,你既然不珍惜.为什么你要我对你死心呢?

我真的好伤心了,我想你是不是从来没爱我.难道你从来都没爱过我.我表现的很明显了.既然想和我说你不爱我,你只是我的好朋友而已.这句话,我是不因许你说出口,我自动离开你.我自动离开你.......个走个路,我永远都会消失.......

暗恋,你会这样呢

看到爱人你会这样呢，如果他不懂你是暗恋他的？

我遇到很可笑，又很可爱的女子。。她既然和我说她看到一个爱人来她的家。他很开心得很想笑又很想跳了。其实那个人是她的弟弟的朋友也是来找他 的弟弟。她 暗恋了那个朋友而那个男子不懂 她暗恋他。那女子 一次又一次 的在我前讲他是handsome 又高大。。。不说了。说回她看到他来他家时，她这样。。。。哈哈哈她既然开心的笑而她又不想那男子知道他喜欢也不要男子知道他为了他而笑而跑到门前那儿偷笑着......哟哟哟.....想不到他是那么傻的....

你想想看她的acting 又会是怎样呢?? 很好很好笑....她和我讲,我笑得肚子痛 .......
..

那男子结果知道了,搞得他不敢来他家了.要来是都会问她弟弟是佛她有在家吗.....呵
呵呵呵......暗恋他, 暗恋得 这样....

是你 ,你会这样吗???